November 7 2005: First day of the o levels, second time around.

Social studies sucked. The structured essay questions, which I'm supposed to be scoring ticks in were tough... Nothing of what I studied came out, boring topics like the Korea border conflict and the Sinhalese/Tamils conflict and the political system of Venice... I don't know what I'm writing seriously... they asked for the government being fair or whatsoever and I wrote about the reason for the fall of Venice with corruption in the government and then drifted on to socialism, capitalism and Marxism... holy crap. I studied like fuck for the housing shortage and education in Singapore and good governance and the population problems and nothing came out... for the second time. I AM A REPEAT KID AND HAVE TO GET AN A. I think I fucked it up, busted it up!!! Fuck, I'm gonna be leaking on the street, like what my mother said, be sold to the prostitution ring for free and slavery... she told me that last night as I was cramming till 3am...and the father's like you're gonna be skinned alive if you don't pass this time around...we've given you a second chance. I did kiss up and suck dick last night.

Actually, for everything I gotta ace it.

Earlier on Math I was alright. I jacked the transformation question and had no time to do the area of sector one... stupid, stupid. They gave it in (T)r2 and in algebraic form... all thanks to taking a long ass time to draw the stupid curve... rushed home to slog for social studies, oh the mother fetched me back home as promised.

My favorite song of the moment right now is by the Darkness band- One Way Ticket to Hell... they're a glam rock/metal band from Suffolk, it's in the east of England if I'm not wrong? In the middle? I'm not really a fan of music from the 90's and 2000's but yeahhhhhh. I still love Def Leppard, Led Zeppelin and Van Halen and Kiss...just one song only!

It was a dusty old night
and I'm the first to admit it
I'm sure I upset someone
But my memory has chosen to omit it

A tiny voice was telling me
I really should cool it
Chewing my face off
talking absolute rubbish

The first line hit me like a kick in the face
Thought I better have another just in case
Next thing I knew my heart was under attack
Bought a one way ticket to hell....

And Back!
One Way Ticket to hell and back
Bought a one way ticket to hell and back
One way ticket to hell and back
Bought a one way ticket to hell and back

I'm always trying to keep my vices under wraps
But a coach load of mutes would appear talkative chaps
They seemed fit to join me for a couple of hits
But my septum is in tatters
And I've still got the runs

Burn for a moment then you kick like a mule
Strangers would agree(?) that it was rocket fuel
Seveal lines are chocking like a glorious game
Bought a one way ticket to hell...

And back!
One Way Ticket to hell and back
Bought a one way ticket to hell and back
One way ticket to hell and back
Bought a one way ticket to hell and back

[Sitar/effects]
Stick it up your nose! Woohoo!
[Solo]

always cold(?) repeating myself, except I'm getting slightly louder
Pausing long enough to snort that white powder
Wheels steering off but I'm still on track
Bought a one way ticket to hell

And back!
One way ticket to hell and back(yeah)
Bought a one way ticket to hell and back(ooh yeah)
One way ticket to hell and back,
Bought a one way ticket to hell (oooh yeaah)

One way ticket to hell and back(woo!)
Bought a one way ticket to hell and back
One way ticket to hell and back,
Bought a one way ticket to hell